Embracing my shadows

Somehow I have installed into myself a software of feeling good when I feel I am superior in some way (as if that existed). I am still comparing myself to others. I can’t believe it. But it is true. I still find my brain judging. Looking for flaws in others’ work in order to feel good and righteous. This is so unnecessary. But it is in me. Still. And I am not going to fight myself. I am not going to judge myself. I am just acknowledging. And accepting. Read More »


I am a guitar

This is a very special moment in my life. Ok, all moments in my life are special. hahaha

But this is a great moment indeed. The moment I am leaving he cocoon. Gently. Calmly. Sweetly. With some bounces back, but going on consistently.

I am learning how to play the most special instrument ever. Myself. I have just realized how close to a musical instrument I am. And that I have to know this instrument well in oder to take the most beautiful song from it.

This insight came while I was touching myself… Giving myself pleasure.

I am completing one week of my journey on Tantra. Practicing trantric masturbation. Read More »