Feeling as a fake?

I have always wanted to save the world. But never really planned how I would save myself first.

Yesterday I was talking to Hensley a good friend that I met in the Netherlands, and I was talking about my new goals in life. I said that I am on my way to build my freedom. And that afterwards, I would concentrate on helping other people to do the same. But them I just felt I did not have the conviction that I would expect from such a declaration. It felt a bit like fake to me. Do I want to help people? Or it is just my ego playing the game of :”I want to feel that I am very important and cool”?

What do I want really? I do not want to doubt. I do not want to doubt.

I want to do things as I wish. Not doubting. Not afraid of the outcomes. Not afraid of being lonely and poor. I want to embrace life. Embrace abundance. Embrace my flow.

Respect who I am. And integrate the consciousness that I can be anything at any time. I am not attached to one single identity. I am everything. And that’s it.

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2 thoughts on “Feeling as a fake?

  1. o ego confunde todo mundo…. mas eu acho que se para ver se um desejo, como esse de ajudar os outros vai mais além do que o ego, basta pensarmos “eu faria isso mesmo sem reconhecimento dos outros?”, “o quanto me importam críticas e elogios nesse processo no sentido de serem balizadores do meu objetivo?”. Então, acho que se não há um apego em primeiro lugar pela aceitação dos outros, pelo amor dos outros à nossa iniciativa, um objetivo final pela pura fama… acredito que seja um chamado do coração. Outro dia, eu pensei que desenharia e faria arte mesmo que fosse algo não remunerado e pouco divulgado para todo o sempre. Então, eu acho que isso é amor mesmo. hahahah claro, se eu viver disso e ter sucesso será ótimo, mas disso independe meu norte. 😉

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    • ❤ Tao lindo minha flor. Super gratidao. Vou me perguntar isso no meu intimo 🙂 E tou tao feliz por sua autoaceitacao e seu autoamor ❤ ❤ ❤ Simbora! 🙂

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